Everyone's Journey with Pain is Different, and Not Everyone Steps onto The Healing Path, or Emerges from It, Whole Again. I don't think one EVER emerges from the Healing Path once it's embarked upon. And it dawned on me - though this thought has been forming for some time - that I have to try to "Hold People Within Big Compassion" (even strangers) at all times - because everyone is "dealing" with an utterly insane, BRUTAL world - their own particular, unique version - and I have to not only remember that - but I also have to remember that I have (I've been Blessed with) the Great Strength to face it and "Hold" them in "It"- while so very many do not have this Great Strength. How can I judge someone for whom I have NO IDEA of their life circumstances?
"Internally" I struggle with what I call an "incessant need to be seen" (especially when I look at that "framework" I developed with Richard)- which then gets-into an incessant need to "feel supported." It's a "curiosity" and a struggle. I suppose it's a product of unresolved trauma / wounding. At least I recognize it now... 🙏 And I'm getting better at not needing the "validation" - because I ultimately write for myself - my own Healing Journey. Add in the shadow banning - and you've got a "perfect storm" with which to "work."
New context: This now seems to me as "A Dark Night of the Soul" - https://veilofreality.com/2024/02/01/a-guide-through-the-dark-night-of-the-soul-tcm-124-part-1/
Everyone's Journey with Pain is Different, and Not Everyone Steps onto The Healing Path, or Emerges from It, Whole Again. I don't think one EVER emerges from the Healing Path once it's embarked upon. And it dawned on me - though this thought has been forming for some time - that I have to try to "Hold People Within Big Compassion" (even strangers) at all times - because everyone is "dealing" with an utterly insane, BRUTAL world - their own particular, unique version - and I have to not only remember that - but I also have to remember that I have (I've been Blessed with) the Great Strength to face it and "Hold" them in "It"- while so very many do not have this Great Strength. How can I judge someone for whom I have NO IDEA of their life circumstances?
"Internally" I struggle with what I call an "incessant need to be seen" (especially when I look at that "framework" I developed with Richard)- which then gets-into an incessant need to "feel supported." It's a "curiosity" and a struggle. I suppose it's a product of unresolved trauma / wounding. At least I recognize it now... 🙏 And I'm getting better at not needing the "validation" - because I ultimately write for myself - my own Healing Journey. Add in the shadow banning - and you've got a "perfect storm" with which to "work."
Praise Be To Hanuman